Sports or Deluxe...?

Heavy expectations....

Heavy preparations...

Heavy Aspirations....

All before boarding FP to vizag....

Air of Headstrong interest

Returned a Pair of Frustrated Black Eyes...!

no sleep on night before...

poddunne 4 30 ki 10 kg luggage veskuni edo pedda tresure hunt start ainattu

intlo, chuttu pakkana unna vallaki

classmates ki

STEEL PLANT maade....

Jute mill lo thokki naaara teesinattu train lo thokkesaru...!!

poni le

pedda pedda achievements chesemundu ilantivi maamule ani lyt teeskuni....

ma 10 kg luggage tho steel plant ki velli akkada waiting....

ma lauggage chusina vallu Somalia nunchi thndi leka battalu sardeskuni Vizag vachinattu chudatam....

bharinchaam...!!

oka 45 minutes violent waiting tarvata came....

Century kottina tarvatha Sachin Tendulkar

Cup gelichina tarvatha MSD

Autographs kosam meeda padtaremo ane bhayam tho dooramga vellipoinattu vellipoindi...

ponle manam epdo oka sari chala hurt chesam

ala behave cheydam lo tappu ledu...!!

aipoindi..!!

4 hrs waiting...

still like Destitute from a war torn country..!!

After 4 long ,f**king hours...

Praveen came and said "manaki permission dorakaledanta ra...!!"

neekela telsu ra ante

By mistake darilo kanpinchindi

nen emaindi ani adigithe "permshn raledu" ani cheppindi annadu...!!!

Pt.No.1 Permission ranappudu we dint get permission ani Project Leader ki cheppali kada...!

Pt.No.2 ila avtundani teliyanappudu ,luggages veskuni vacheyandi,steel plant ma thatha gaare kattincharu annattu build up ,avasarama....

Car veskuni 1 hr lo vachydam vallaki okay..

but one day nidrapokunda

300 km

5 hrs jrney chesochaka

meekikkada panem ledu

mee pani meeru chuskondi ante..

manishi anna vaadu evadaina....

cheee..

edhava jeevitham...

Mukku moham teliyani vallane kadu

Telsina vallani kuda appudappudu nammakudadu...!!!

Nammakam meeda manaki unna nammakam pothundi...!!

ila unna thots ki summer stroke okati malle....

aftrnun varaku mosapoyam

cheated anna feel tho unna mind sudden ga philosophy loki padindi...!!

oka manishi hurt ainappudu intha bad ga eel avthada anpinchindi...!!!

When somebody stops talking to u only coz f u r deeds

hell it feels....

when our foul passions irritates other ppl will cut loose us from their lives...!!

We were flippantly thrown away from our usual positions ..!!

Suddenly i felt like sayin sorry for all those ppl whom i hurted many times...

I know

The damage caused by a huge mistake can't be replaced by a silly,the most common 5 letter word sorry...!!

But here the wounded heart is helpless to make it happen for thos ppl to feel my apology...!!

Almost Impossible...!!

What a great life i got....

Acute attacks of bewildering infatuations....

Anyway...

happy to hear that i was best pal for most of people with whom i have been studying since yrs...!!

Had some shoulders to cry on...!!

Further cards i have in my hands and play them with decision...!!!

Hope this emotional asphyxiation could end soon!!!

Operation Wild October Morning....!!

The world had shown me ten million ways to hate

i thought they should be the ten million ways to love.....

I never knew that they are The Unique Ten million ways to f**k myself off....!

I guess most of men have a little private reserve of their own in some corner of their souls where they don't welcome intruders.....!!

I lacked that...!!

And that made most of this crap...!!!

Yet The Word

"Wild October Morning"

Has got something significant...!

Tropical By Birth ,tropical By Nature...!

The ocotber, fall winter spring

Trees shed their leaves in the hope of new leaves....!!

In my life too

Some people exit from my diary and some new people enter...!!

I happened to knew from all my f*****g experience that It is me who has to keep the other people in my diary Happy....

Of course

Its me who need to stay happy through out My life history....

Losing my happienes for makin othr ppl to stay cool may end me up as dumbass...!

The word i always wanted to avoid is "AVOID"

When u r walkng along road smbdy may avoid u...

but heart feels like hell wen smbdy whom u fought , smiled and of course shared some inner most feelings ...!!

This i never wanted to let happen...!!

It could be fair to exit from their territorial waters before being thrown out ..!!

Okay....

enough is enough....

Yes its always enough...

My creative brain(Used it very well in my INtermediate daz...!!)

and now i'm " IN Term Idiot" to fell as a prey for some unfrank ,pirated emotions....!!

Yet most of my octane cylinders got emptied....

Buy i'm fortunate nough to have ppl lyk Avnsh,rajeev,krishna,reddy,akash...etc......

to refill those cylinders....!!

The first ever Flight of ASPIRATION AIRWAYS si ready to take its flight....!!

Injected with MAd Adrenaline....

Hope i cud end my show with flying colors....

Anyway dis May has marked few new ppl in my Diary

a cute little sister

and cute friend who had found littile interest in my LOST Mechanical diary crap...!

Nd no more inclusion of people suffering from Psyche Flu(a psychological version of Swine flu...!)
And Today is Rabia's B'Day...

Happy B'day Rabia...!!

----- MooNY(My New Nickname..!!)