Well i leave everything in the middle and start something new...
although this hasn't been new i always tell myself at the start " c'mon bravo, this time you're goin to fuck through ends..!
Anyway i continue my silly old habit of abandoning(The posts about Industrial Tour) and starting new(Post About Mumbai Tour!)
JOURNEY-A simple yet confusing synonym for life
My life is always been a confused one which has neither glamour to boast about nor grammar to post about..!!
But the only thing it had are the funny feel good frustrations.!
It has no meaning at all like my stupid writings...
I do remember someone writing " ACHIEVING HEIGHTS OF INSANITY " as her life ambition as her life term goal
Sometimes i draw inspirations from her life term goal!
Well confused Yet again...
Started this post for something and writing(Argghhhh i was not writing i was typing its just a critical case of copying from my diary..!) the other thing...
Heck
Lemme start
All that i wanted is to recollect those moments of my unforgettable Mumbai tour(To be precise it was Pune tour..!)
I might have mentioned it indirectly as " Reaching to the place where so many extroverts are being gathered in the presence of discipline loving elder extroverts"
but if i started like this i was lost in confusion forever!!
GO ON BUDDY
START(imagining someone saying these words.!)
I still remember that day
i was seriously busy in doing nothing and someone pinged me offering an opportunity to travel along with them for youth fest that is going to be held @MIT,PUNE
It was Hina Javed and Keshav Lunani whom i should thank !
still one person we need to complete 10 member crew
and i asked many people to accompany us but none turned out..!
I guess everyone had their work to do and lie to care about.
I felt like i'm the only guy who has nothing to do in the whole university...
atlast my junior Anudeep joined us as tenth person!
This was the first time i am going on journey with strangers
2 acquaintances and 8 perfect strangers(I'm one too, coz i'm alwaz a strager to myself!)
Everything went well
booked tickets in tatkal
(I wonder why life has no tatkal scheme if it had my story would've been a different one.!!)
met everyone at Rail station
waited two long hours for boarding train desperately...
The train had arrived
we all started leaving behind the miseries of semester marks ,attendance shortages etc..!
There is something remarkable with two people in the crew
one has been myself and the other one is Hina Javed
Both waiting to meet someone important in our lives...
ofcourse i don't like to say that i've failed due to poor planning
every time i cross my home district either i come with despair or go with despair...
this journey also is not an exception for the fact that i've failed..!!
I don't know why i was cursed.!
It took almost an hour to get acquainted with those people(Only boys ,the girl members are really shy a typical characteristic of konaseema girls!) on board
Anudeep an Prasanth Tirumala Raju ,i like them both
and Murthy ,the fire dancer is little shy and the other guy i dont like him!
well
i never liked the presence of faculty or elders between us...
Mr.Subramanyam who is to accompany us for the tour is not yet on board...
He was to join us at Vijayawada
I thought that the fun we were having will be having its dead line with his arrival
but a damn NO slapped me from both sides
His presence doubles
tripled
or even quadrupled the fun we had..!
One of his famous dialog is " Doola ki mandu ledu nivaranan okkate margam"
The cards we have played and the housie
i dont know why hina Javed haven't played with us
She might be busy with some other thoughts
without such person like him(Not Hina ,Subramanyam) n anudeep
The journey is never an excited one..!
I dont remember how the train sneaked its way into the rocky terrain of telangana
Whoa
I was just 20 min away from the place i've longing to reach for..!!
Hyderabad(To be precise it was Secunderabad)
Some good people friends of our crew members brought Hyderabadi dum biryani from BAWARCHI!!
i heard that 6 months are quite enough to have an opinion on a person
but in my case 6 months are enough to love a person like anything
and 6 months can become a big part of someone's life
i dont know
whether it is friendship
love
lust
or something else
but it was some thing pure
genuine
some thing i haven't experienced before..!!
Anyway Past So Fast
It Was Good
It Was Real..
Anyway things got messed up becoz of poor planning
i'd rather say i'm not involved in planning.
critics say when you got something important on your schedule you must plan ahead and should not stay away from planning
No one understands my feelings better than myself
well, i lost myself few years ago
since then i've no one to understand.!
That might be the reason for stuffing this blog with all my frustrations...
otherwise my frustration would've been turned into depression!
The train moved on
we kept playin cards
i kept starin on my mobile screen
hoping some thing could flash on that 3 in LCD screen...
I still remember those unspoken emotions in my brain(Heart typically!)
And then Train started moving out of Hyderabad(Secunderabad actually)(I dont know why i dint write Secunderabad instead of typing hyderabad even though it takes couple of seconds more..!)
And left the rail station
hoping Happy Future staring over 3 inch LCD screen!!
People who think i am an optimist must know my true colors
i was more a realist who just can't dare the unimpossibel!!!
