Pero es veneno si te quieres enamorar(But it's poison if you want love)....

As usual i wanted a safety pause before starting these lines...
 Does a young man rejected by his first love (which is tantamount to a heart carrying piercing spear)declare that love doesn't exist ???
No, Definitely not!!
Scars are the medals branded on flesh.He takes pride in them as it can't put end to his ability to love.
          That young man stands in the darkest corner of a busy street bustling with jostling pedestrians , and  of his heart bleeding with tears faintly whispers "Love cross my path with sparkle in her eyes ,the love God intended for thee which i lacked courage to embrace".
             Well, too much of tantalizing emotional sermons.Mind drags me to another dimension of space to which only music can take ,If you are a  slave of rhythm .
 And the strange fact is that music makes man sing many  alien languages , Which he can't  Read, cannot Write ,  cannot Speak and most probably Doesn't even understand.
     I'm greatly thankful to a bunch of people for making me hum those alien languages(So simple eh..).
  Telugu-My Mother (Of course obvious its My Mother tongue)
 English & Hindi: (Govt. Of AP For including'em in curriculum 3rd and 2nd languages 'Respect'ively)
Kannada : Anju Baby with whom i can discuss and go crazy over thw wierdest and the dirtiest of the matters(This girl is fluent in English and Kannada but not Telugu when i first spoke to her!)
Spanish : Amanda Vila Nova (My first and Last, Cute , Now Sexy Ex-GF)
Romanian,Russian  : MR.Thaman(For his brilliant thought provoking musical xeroxing that gives excellent BETTER THAN ORIGINAL copies)
Turkish : Melody Brahma Manisharma (Has got Exceptional mettle for which i've mentioned Mr.Thaman)
Arabic : Kotagiri Akash for giving me an anecdote of listening to UnUnderstandable (Ingrammatical) Arabic songs.
Arabic & Korean : Melody Genius Pritam(Irony!)
 Tamil : The HR fellow at my previous and first firm  who posted me @Foot hills of Niligiris,Kovai District.
Bangla : My Shweet Shister (She started listening to this meeshti bhasha much prior to me)

And that's how i sing 13 languagesand most of them are alienic languages to me which i cant read,write,speak!

**Please Note : The above typed lines were drafted by Ungrammatical professionals ,please don't use those grammatically incorrect expressions and Don't try them at home!

A Ne'er Do Well'S Elastic Heart!

THERE ARE TOKOPHOBIC BOYS IN THIS UNIVERSE!
As Usual i begin my sick writings with something that is unconnected to the next  downright rather machiavelian phrases(For the first Time!!)

     People(Many Of'em) say think with brain and feel with heart. I was confused as i always do!

Biology (Resource : My Sexy Science Teacher) , Heart is bloodpump which circulates, circulates and recirculates the blood And there will be uncomfortable orgasmic experiences which repatriates livliness of fleshy,bloody human body!

          Lately i'em experiencing parched emotions. Heard Love is a machiavelian emotion.

well, i choose to have strife toungues with those fellas. I'd rather say add some prefix like Paramour to The Love

" The Love of a Paramour is pernicious"

And it is a world where suspicion and cruelty are rife , Thousand people means thousand different opinions,faiths,beliefs,gurdges,crushes,hurdles,aspirations....

     i had(!!)a brain.Had i been used it for thinking ...

Alas , Statement itself  had no picture of its face.

     And there were days i used to feel that i use my brain for thinking.

    The real thing i had been doing is Overthinking

Infact One of my foul passions.

            

                          There is a saying.Life(Heck, without my intent   this word creeps in ,Haunting philosophical Shadows) is hardcore porn (Continue iff 18+)movie.

          Initially going through unconnected events , like we study (In My country atleast) unneeded stuff .

    Slowly the environment heats up, the strip like As we grow old we feel the heat of growing up,We(The Middile Class Indians) get aware of everything and soon we learn  that whatever included in everything is unavailable at the moment it was needed.And then in the pursuit of reaching those unavailables we strip ourself off discipline rather renegade  from morals.

                Reach for the pleasure points , Get the comfortable waves of pleasure , not perennial but momentary. like we get immediate unsustainable results of stripping off . 

             Then complete control was taken by lust.Like Most of the men(Women too!!) lust for Money.They'd themselves f'ckin moneymanking machines.That stupifying lust makes'em forget the hardness in strokes.

     

         

An Edifice that will not be clouded by Mists of Time...

I Wanna Love You OnceAgain.....(T&C Apply)

What is time..
If no one asks me , I Know
But
If I have to explain , I dont know..!


As far as i knew I'm the luckiest guy on this spherical planet of most lovable galaxy(!!)....
There are many things in this materialistic world (i'm also a part of it of course.!) those i deserve and things those i desire for..!
Many decent things of my life happened without my intervention or without trying for'em .
That's why my life is full of unexpected blushes than untimely blushes...!
Say it best parents
Say it the best girl of life
Say it a good placement
everything came my way as smooth as a night follows a day.!(Untimely and bad simile)..
And There are some special people whom i met by chance and later they became huge part of my life..
According to me
For a Teenage Boy(I'm certainly Not..!) to be an achiever There are few things
the first thing is to make his parents feel proud of 'im
Second thing a good position in society(We , The Engineers call it Placement or Job)
And the third thing is A good looking girl who is willing to do anything for you(Yes You!).
I admit that every Teenager can't share his everything with  his parents
And Friends (These fellows are there but somehow people won't feel comfortable in sharing with them).
There must be a special person who will give her lap to relax and her shoulder to hang on and who wipes out tears(This must girly but , tears are the real signs of humanity).
I can say I'm damn lucky ass to find sucha fellow(This is rude usage of  vocab n i'm sorry!) very easily.
She can make me say "There is an elegant friend of mine who can listen to the strangled whispers of this idiot's heart and can chortle at every PJ of mine!!"
When i was in school people used to ask your role models...
I'm okay with the people who would say their parents as their role models
but the people who would say some visionary or some god whom they've not met , 've not seen
or physically not felt their presence.!
But Now i can admit that it was a misconception and  it could be possible
That There could be some people who can inspire your thoughts
kill your egos
enhance your ...
umm
Enhance creativity and who can solve  your difficulties before they grow into bigger  problems!
The beauty in such relationships is that even though it is very young you can feel it like eons old.
And the distance
I know this could be the worst part
It seems like planets away when your actual distance just few kilometers.
And there will be some instances where you will feel like getting her hand ofcourse it is possible in some other time or some other place!
Having thoughts of having dreams with her is just a dream ..
Who knows this could just be a confusion.!
But i love confusion
and i always live in confusion
for me getting clear is like
you know its like another times epic.!
And recently i came to know about a mayan philosophy
according to it
" whenever some fellow speaks emotionally in a language other than his mother tongue
There must be two or more meanings to his speech
and he/she doesn't wants to reveal his real intention"
And as far as i knew
There are three meanings to every sentence
The one You perceive
The one Others receive
And The Correct One(Human beings will never figure out.!) ...

My waiting knew No clocks...
It knew calendars Only...
Una Noche Mas .............26thFeb'13

Many Trussed Bridge sometimes Lacks a Supporting beam..!

 " What seems to us as bitter trials are often blessings in disguise.....-Oscar wilde"
                     And he was still weeping over the things that he don't give a hoot about and the climate perfectly incarnates the soul searing stuff that running through his over sharpened grey cells .
The corner which he stood is hardly noticed by the passers go by.the bustling stream of people whose haste enhanced by the gloomy sky won't care about his fucking identity .
Yesterday's fragrances of lovemaking still dripping from his branded worn & torn leather jacket with only thing in his mind is to cross that one ended street .he might feel that he may not feel that kid's love for the rain whose clothes awaiting a downpour to clean  them. 

iGuess There are No words like "i Still LOve Yoou"....In mah Dictionary!

Safety Pause : bar Bar hum pyaar pyaar pe maar maar kyun khaatein he...
Frustrate ho kar neeli filmein dekhne kyun jaate he.....
Pyaar nahi he tujhko pandit kuch toh he beemari....!!(Somebody told me to begin every shit with some safety pause.!)

Generally life used to be a harsh and rude teacher in many ways for many people.In fact this fuckin thing never goes laminar alwaz turbulent(fuckin forgive me for using too many technical words.!)
I dont understand how the silent sea suddenly turns to devastating storm.
i guess few days are enough to realize that fucking flirting s fucks you in more than ten thousand ways ..
And the final funda is that " flirting with too many girls and fucking with too many facebook statuses indicates one's mentally turbulent state"......
people feel like a nerdy looking creature while updating ....
but he cant figure out someday this hyperactive syndrome render him to a coward, cynical dumbass.!
and so it indicates that the person can't deal with unparalleled chaotic emotions...!
                                 Nyway  time to change topic to software...Recently i came across a different trend.
Happened when some extra talented and highly qualified  . It is quite natural for the interview panel to get impressed. And one might get confused after knowing what had happened. The interviewing  panel rejected him sighting no cause. That person just cannot reconnect to the immediate past...
And the Most Respectable Panel said " You deserve this highly paid job but we are not going to  appoint you in that highly paid position." But you are required because you should be the cutoff thing for other people desiring for this position..Strange....
Fucking Strange
I'm perfectly qualified
Yet i'm not ....
"fuck yeah i was ditched" he was shouting..!
                    whateva..........
An invalid born in hills
brought up in hills
ends up working in hills
He never dares to cross hills
He can never cross hills with that safety rope around his waist....
   Well He is No  Tony Starck
He is No Bruce Wayne....
But he should survive ...
No other dream looks worth before his desire for survival...
But how can he ignore the spear in his heart held against a boulevard gate!
And when you are young you that possibilities are endless..
And when you are  young you can't figure out that possibility is to  get ditched and to get  reduced to an invalid  ..
Finally when you worry about the weakest link of the chain just break it!
And If you Dont understand these exhausted  flue emotions please don't try to read
it may result in suffocation!

'DaFuq...!!!

Let us suppose there is a guy who is ignorant of existence of Sperm whale.How awkward he may feel when somebody says " Female Sperm Whale"...Of course the above said thing is 100% irrelevant to the stuff that is to be inserted below...Nothing to relate with the things i'm gonna narrate.....!!
But Somehow i'd like to impregnate such shit into my emotions..!!!
                 It happened to me many times , I plan everything and things looks like favoring me every time but later they unfold something ridiculous , depressing , frustrating  (Some feelings better left unsaid..!!).
few years before i knew no planning .But now my planning part is pretty awesome but the execution alwaz f**ks me Along & Across...!!! 
Perhaps i need some more patience !
Somewhere in another dimension of space and time somebody met some one ,They meet so casually 
so usually
Playing together
partying together
Enjoying those chill breaking dawns together  on lonely mountains...!!!
Somehow i was landed again at Hyderabad (To be precise it is Sec'Bad.!).
After a long night on which i had become an interesting story teller..
everybody is excited about the climax that is gonna happen 
even i'm also an excited to witness that climax.....
I just got down from that f**kin train 
The sun is still hiding behind rainy cloudy Sky....
Started journeying hoping to see those sparkling black eyes smiling.....
that chilly day i'll never forget....That lovely sound of voice i wanted to feel....
is still some kilometers away...
and suddenly something strange happened.......
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Nothing more , Some feelings are better left to be unsaid...!!





Somewhere in some other world and in some other dimension Started planning again....!!!
Yep 
Planning...!!!
No need to wonder
He is same Idiot
He 'll never learn
!!!
Planning
Planning and pLanning..!!!
'Dafuq He will never make it!!!